Regrets in Life

Being young and innocent,
I have looked into your behavior,
And love the way you were playing with people,
And the way you were.

But your tempers scares me,
As you were unhappy about things,
Though it was not to me,
I was still surprised.

Your presence brings joy to me,
As I can see you almost everyday,
It was to my heart content,
Though we never really talk too much.

You were smart,
So I had to be too,
To get your attention,
So you would just to look at me once.

I tried so hard,
I did become smart,
But you did not give me the attention,
That I was hopping for.

Final day of school arrived,
I vowed to tell you,
What my heart was saying,
Before we were apart and nowhere to be found.

I lost the courage,
I am scared you would ignore me,
I am scared my dreams were shattered,
I left my heart unsaid.

Year and years,
My heart has waited,
Waiting for one moment where my heart could spill it out,
But my heart couldn’t find the courage still.

I just wanted to tell you,
How much I have missed you,
How much I have long to see you once more,
How I long to have your heart as mine.

And now it’s too late,
Now you belong to someone,
Someone who could hold your heart,
For eternity or not?

2008

2008 just started...Have i fulfilled my 2007 resolution?

1. Get a job? - Got it already..and now working hard on it..
2. Go for more exercise - a bit of a failure..but doing constant warm ups at home..
3. Lost some weight?? - ...erm gained some weight..LOL
4. Grow taller?- is it still possible at this age?
5. Watch more movie?- watch too much already..
6. Play my flute more often?- crazy..didnt even touch it...

Oh..ya, just for the record, i now have at least 4 blogs, including this one...=P

2008 new year resolution?
1. Improve myself physically
2. Improve myself from academic point of view and increase work experience
3. Learn to cook properly
4. oh ya..loose some weight..


Heheheh..=P

2007???

How many days are we in 2007 already? i think 20 days liaw, many many things had happened and life aren't the same anymore. As times goes by, we get older and older. so? How? Are we any wiser? hmp..

Everyone makes new year resolution. But hmp..did anyone fullfil it? =P I think i did, but only partly. So, this year's resolution?

1. Get a JOB !!!
2. Go for more exercise
3. Lose some weight
4. Grow taller
5. Watch more movies.. LOL
6. Play my flute more often...dunno if karat liaw boh. LOL

Guess thats pretty much it. But hey.. i think there should be many more coming. ahaha. How many blogs can anyone own? i think this is my 3rd blog. crazy eh.. I am not sure why.. sometimes it is fun.. just writing blogs and erm.. hiding it somewhere. LOL. =) Okey.. thats it.