Regrets in Life

Being young and innocent,
I have looked into your behavior,
And love the way you were playing with people,
And the way you were.

But your tempers scares me,
As you were unhappy about things,
Though it was not to me,
I was still surprised.

Your presence brings joy to me,
As I can see you almost everyday,
It was to my heart content,
Though we never really talk too much.

You were smart,
So I had to be too,
To get your attention,
So you would just to look at me once.

I tried so hard,
I did become smart,
But you did not give me the attention,
That I was hopping for.

Final day of school arrived,
I vowed to tell you,
What my heart was saying,
Before we were apart and nowhere to be found.

I lost the courage,
I am scared you would ignore me,
I am scared my dreams were shattered,
I left my heart unsaid.

Year and years,
My heart has waited,
Waiting for one moment where my heart could spill it out,
But my heart couldn’t find the courage still.

I just wanted to tell you,
How much I have missed you,
How much I have long to see you once more,
How I long to have your heart as mine.

And now it’s too late,
Now you belong to someone,
Someone who could hold your heart,
For eternity or not?